Shopping While Pregnant

     After about 6 months of being pregnant, I finally started to show, enough to have a complete stranger ask "When are you due?" I can't tell you how excited I was for this very moment. However, because of this, I decided I was allowed to start shopping in the maternity section of stores, and was super pumped to begin this new stage of pregnancy. You always see how adorable women look on TV while pregnant, but let me tell you a thing or two....this is NOT the case. (Now I know there are several women who look fantastic pregnant. I am not this case) I seriously tried on a dress for an upcoming wedding, and looked like a linebacker. Granted I am defiantly not the smallest person to begin with, but I almost broke down and cried. Also, I am having a terrible time trying to find maternity clothes that don't particularly look maternity. I don't want the loose shirts that look like tents with the string around the chest. Half the items I try on, I'm fairly confident that my mother owned while she was pregnant with me. Outdated by at least 20 years.

7mths along = Third Trimester :)

 

Couldn't find a Halloween Costume I liked, so was inspired to make my own!

     On a side note, I had my appointment today for my 1 hr glucose test to determine whether I had Gestational Diabetes, and I'm happy...no THRILLED, to announce that I tested negative for this, and hope and pray to continue to have a healthy pregnancy for another 3 mths!!

                               Hope everyone has been having a great November so far.

                                                   XOXO,

                                                                   e.

Over Half Way

   1 Well, the beginning of September has marked some great events for me (or our family as a whole.) Bryan is now half way done with training in Little Rock, which means in less than one month, hopefully, we will be moved into our new home, starting another exciting adventure together in New Mexico. I am so blessed to be married to such an incredible guy. Last week, I got a phone call from Bryan, about 8:00pm, to make sure to pick him up at the MN airport in two hours. I was thoroughly confused, not only because we had made no plans for him to visit, but because that is way past my bedtime these days and how was I going to get him (being pregnant, I'm struggling to stay awake past 10). Anyways, it was such a GREAT surprise. He was able to get a couple days off of work, and decided to come to Minnesota and make our 20 week ultrasound. He hasn't been able to come to any of my previous Dr. appts, for obvious reasons, but this appt was perfect for him to be there. It was wonderful to watch his expression as the tech started the ultrasound. He had a huge smile on his face the entire time, and just couldn't believe how "human-like" the baby looked already. I loved that he was able to be there.

        Long story short about the appt: Dr. said everything looked perfect with baby, she had no concerns about anything, and even she couldn't determine what the gender was (but for those that don't know, we are waiting to find out!) Baby is about 11oz and still estimated to be due around Feb. 1, 2012.

Baby's spine and Baby's Profile (has Bryan's nose clearly)

Baby's leg and feet

   2 Another halfway mark that I'm thrilled to be passing quickly, is my above mentioned, 20 week mark of pregnancy. I seriously am in awe at how quickly these last 5 months have come and gone. Everyone keeps asking how I'm feeling. And since I have nothing to compare it to, I feel absolutely great. Knock on wood (do it! Again, I'm a superstitious Irish woman) I haven't had any morning sickness, pains, or other general pregnancy symptoms. The only thing I was not prepared for was the some what uncomfortable moments my body goes through. But please don't say "oh just wait..." I can't tell you how many times I hear this daily. "You think you're tired now, oh you just wait." "You think your back hurts now, just wait another couple months.."
     Since Bryan was here to help celebrate us hitting the half way mark, we decided to run to Babies R Us and try to register for some of the big ticket items, ones that I knew he would want to take part in picking out together (bedding, cribs, strollers, etc.). However, we ended up spending almost 4 hours there trying to complete our registry. We both were over whelmed, but it was comforting for me to have him there, just to see him get small thrills of visualizing our baby using one of the objects we picked out in the near future. I think we are still in a state of shock about us becoming parents soon. But we are definitely up for the challenge, and looking forward to it.

Here you can see the 20w belly, yes I look like a fatty, and the 20w baby.

                                                        Love you all    xoxo,

                                                          e.

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

...and realize what you had until it's no longer there. It's been 3 months since I've seen my husband. Some people, actually really close friends of mine, would quickly state " Erin, 3 months is nothing...he's in training, not deployed, you're able to visit him...etc." True, however, it's still not easy, and he's still not here, or me not there, and I don't like it. (Sorry, just deal with my vent.)

        You can blame it on the raging hormones, but I'm having a really hard time being away from the hubby this go around (opposed to the countless months apart in college.) I recently went with my family to see Big & Rich in concert...8th row, beautiful night, favorite group, and I balled. They played "Lost in this Moment," which some of you may know was our first dance at our wedding, and I cried like a baby, in front of everyone. Then they brought soldiers out...are they doing this to me on purpose? Honestly.
        
        Also, I'm having a hard time with not being able to experience some of the ups and downs of pregnancy with him. I mean, I consider him lucky to not have to witness my massive mood swings daily, but most days are wonderful and I just want to have him around when these miracles happen. I keep telling myself, soon enough. But I'm terrified he's not going to recognize me when we finally move into our new house together in November.

       After that rant, sorry again, I am super excited because I am lucky enough to be able to visit the hubby for a couple days. Although he's still has to work, just getting back in a familiar routine is so peaceful for me. Even if it is me doing his laundry and cleaning up his messes =) I love seeing his face last thing at night and first thing in the morning.

       We are super excited about this pregnancy, and I'm sure I'm filling his head with all this information that I've been reading that just terrifies him. And it makes me laugh when he gets so frustrated when I compare Baby H to a size of a produce item...i.e. Grape/Lemon/Apple. So now we have tried to come up with alternative size comparisons...

       So here is Baby H at 15 weeks (the size of a Kit Kat Bar)

        So as you can see, there may or may not be a tiny baby bump...I'm just ready to get out of this fat phase...or fatter than normal phase. Hopefully by 20 weeks I'll be showing a little more. Keep us in your prayers. I am hoping to hear the baby's heartbeat at my next Dr. visit on Monday.

                                   Have a great weekend.

                                           xoxo,

                                                   e.

Can You Believe it?

Hello Friends- some exciting things have happened since my last post...and when I say exciting, I mean life altering!

 In my last post, I said that we could be out of Del Rio as early as June...well I was right! Two days after Bryan graduated from UPT (May 20), I dropped his parents, sisters, and our brother-in-law off at the airport, as well as Bryan too. They AF Force didn't waste anytime after Bryan graduated to get him started in his "big boy" program. He was sent off to Water Survival in Pensacola for 3 days, then SERE (Survive, Evade, Resist, and Escape) in Washington for about 3 weeks, and now Little Rock for C-130 training until October! In all his trainings, they are considered temporary...meaning we are not permanently moving to these bases, thus, the government will not pay for us to move our stuff along with him. Even to Little Rock! So, instead of staying in Del Rio alone, I, and consequently the puppies, were so kindly invited to move in with my parents until Bryan and I are permanently relocated to New Mexico in November. As much as I'm enjoying this time with my family, I miss my incredible friends still in Del Rio. At the time, being newly married and moving away from family and friends instantly; then having my husband working 12 hour work days, you have to learn to make friends fast, and then learn to lean on them. These friends helped me get through one of the hardest years of our lives...getting Bryan through UPT! I couldn't have asked for a better support system, and know they will do amazing things in the world. Just hate that we have to leave them =(

Although completing Pilot Training is thrilling for us, the most amazing thing that has happened to us since my last post is that I found out I was PREGNANT!! I am still in disbelief, but Bryan and I are thrilled! I found out the day after Bryan left for SERE, and had to desperately track him down to tell him. It crushes me that he's not here to witness what's happening, but then it may be better, because of these crazy mood swings I am currently going through. (Poor Mom and Dad) Plus, being in the Military, I have to accept this will not be the last major event he will miss. At my first appointment they did an ultra sound and it's amazing at what you can see. I cried like a baby. Just couldn't believe it. I'm currently due Feb. 1, 2012 and am hoping that these next 6 months fly by. I'll keep you posted on major baby events. I promise.

    I miss you all desperately, and love hearing from you. Please keep me updated on your lives (better than I do with mine). I hope you all had a great July, and are enjoying the last couple weeks of summer.

                                                 xoxo,
                                                        e.

Sorry I have been in hiatus for the last month and a half, but being the superstitious Irish woman that I am, I have been too afraid of jinxing Bryan's luck by talking about Drop night. However, since my last post, some GREAT things have happened to this Heidtman home.

       {1st} My computer bit the dust a couple weeks ago, so sharing one computer between my husband and myself gets to be a little hard...especially when he claims he needs it for "work." Whatever, I've seen his recent addiction to Facebook =)

       {2nd} On May 6th, Bryan and his flight mates took part in their classes' Drop Night. I am not sure if i have explained Drop Night yet, so if I have, skip this part. Drop night is also known as Assignment night. One can guess that this is, indeed, where they find out what their next assignment will be. I explain this as being the most horrifically exciting event there can be. It's as if you and your business class was graduating from college with a degree, but instead of picking your own job, the Prof lines you up and points at each person and says "You get to be the CEO of a major company" and "You get to be a cashier at Walmart." Not that either one is terrible, a job, is a job. But you understand the differences of career choice...
       Anyways, their theme was "Cinco de Drinko" being after Cinco de Mayo, which you can imagine is quite a holiday celebrated down here. All the guys dressed in traditional Mexican garb, and some of the wives decorated the club. It looked awesome! I decided to tape the Drop, that way our family could watch it later {so if you want copies let me know!} But I do have to warn you, it is quite shaky, but it just shows how nervous I was. Turns out I had nothing to worry about because my incredibly talented husband got his #1 choice...the AC-130 to Cannon AFB, NM. Not particularly my number one choice in bases, but we're out of THE DIRTY DEL!!

Drop Night Gear

 {3rd} On May 20th, Bryan officially became a USAF Pilot! We were so blessed to have not only his parents make the trip out, but also his two sisters, our brother-in-law, niece, and Grandma! It was so great seeing everyone, and I know Bryan really appreciated everyone taking the time to come out for his special day.

The Whole Gang

Pinning on his Wings

Just something about a man in a uniform =)

  {4th} We will be out of Del Rio as early as June!! So much to do, with not much time! I am actually looking forward to our big move, but will be VERY sad to say goodbye to some wonderful people, who I know will do amazing things in the world.
                                Again, I apologize for the lack of posts, but as you can see, we've been busy. Hope you all have a fabulous Memorial Day weekend, and please give everyone hugs from us!

                                                      xoxo
                                                           e.

It's March!

It's MARCH...which means new shows on tv. I may sound pathetic, but I have probably 10 shows DVRing on a weekly basis. I can't help it. I'm so excited to wake up in the morning {when I'm not working of course} and see what my DVR has saved for me. I have anything from "Teen Mom 2" to "Army Wives" to "Celebrity Apprentise" to "American Idol." I'm in Heaven! Bryan just makes fun of me, so I am left to watch them by myself. Which I rather enjoy, he just doesn't understand the concept of being quiet until the commercials. Duh>!

I also just got back from an adventure up north to visit my neice...and some other important people =) It was so much fun seeing how much she grew, in only a weeks time! We are hoping that she {and her Mom and Dad} can come for Bryan's graduation, but also understand that Del Rio is definatly not an ideal choice for a vacation.

Another Milestone we have passed in March so far is our baby (DOG!) Finnegan turned ONE! It seemed like so long ago that we got him...but he's no longer a puppy.

The day Bryan brought Finn home at 5 weeks!

The size difference between the "brothers"

At 1year old. What a lady's man.

 On the hubby front. He is doing amazing so far {knock on wood...do it!}. He makes me so proud everyday. And I am incredibly thankful that he is so wonderful to me and hope that these next couple months bring him closer to accomplishing his dream of becoming a USAF Pilot.

        I'll keep you updated on his progress as the weeks go on. Again, I hope you all can make it to his graduation. If you need any information contact me...not him. As you know I'm his personal secretary, and probably know more info about graduation then him at this point.

                       Hope you all have a great rest of the week. We think of you all often.

                                                   xoxo,

                                                               e.

P.S. Since Lent started today, I thought I would try to give up something that would be a challenge to me {unlike my brother who gave up "watching the news" when he was in third grade}. So I decided to give up bread and some of their products. For anyone who knows me, this will be incredibly hard since I have at least one bagel a day, and live on garlic toast, breaded chicken, and croutons. Even though it has only been half a day of the 30 days of Lent, I have only been craving a nice toasted bagel. Thankfully I made sure to eat them all before today, so I don't even have any in the house. But my mouth has been watering. What did you all give up for Lent? I'm curious to know.

Farewell

       I have entitled today's blog as "Farewell" for a couple reasons. First, the world lost a wonderful, inspiring man this month. Bryan's grandfather passed away last week, and we were blessed enough to get the weekend off to be able to venture over to Florida for the service and to spend some time with family. It was great seeing everyone, we just wish it was under other circumstances. We know he's in a better place, but we sure will miss him.
       A second "farewell" will be to our winter down here...at least hopefully. It has been in the mid 70s lately and has been staying warm through the night. Which means that I'll be trying to nurse my yard back to a somewhat green, rather than dead brown. I even went out yesterday and spent more than I'm willing to admit on flowers, or replacing flowers that didn't survive our freeze from last year. I even decided to try out flower seeds this year. I can't believe how quick they popped up. This is just from last week!

I'll keep you posted on whether this turns out to be a bed of weeds, or if they keep their promise as to be a wonderful, fragrant, butterfly and hummingbird mix.
              The third "farewell" is dedicated to the month of February. Granted it's not over yet, but I am leaving on Saturday to visit my sister-in-laws, brother-in-law, and my neice Elaina for a week, and by the time I get home, it will be March. Since February is almost over, that means we have only 2 more months until Drop Night (for those who don't know what Drop Night is, refer to some of my last posts). Therefore I am under a constant state of horror and panic, and have popping Tums/Advil like candy. Also, it means that school will be having Spring Break, and I will be then visiting my parents in Florida for their vacation. This also brings us closer to April, my birthday, when I will be turning the dreaded 25! I don't know why, but turning 25 is really getting me all worked up. Turning a quarter of a century old, gosh I feel like I was just turning 18 yesterday. The funny this is, is that when I was younger I kept telling everyone that by 25, I wanted to be married (check), have a job (part check, domestic engineer counts!) and have a baby (not checked!) I feel that my life is flying by, and I just hope that I'm making the most of it. While at Grandpa's funeral there were poster boards displaying events from his life. I couldn't help but smile and be envious of everything that he experienced. I just hope that when it's my time to go, I have someone who looks at my pictures and thinks the same thing.
          It was amazing seeing everyone this last weekend, and I hope you all had a great February. Please remember, that Bryan is graduating on May 20, and everyone is invited.


                 I miss and love you all,  and "Farewell",

                                                        E.

We finally were able to be meet our Goddaughter!! Meet Elaina. Please disregard the fact that I just woke up, and I look a monster. Or the fact that she is crying. I promise she really does like us most of the time.

It's February Already?

       Really? Did I seriously just blink through January? I keep having to remind myself that it is in fact Feb, and by the lack of blogs, you can guess that I have been busy. However, if this year keeps going as quickly as it has been going, I'm going to be 25 before I know it!
   What you may ask has been keeping me away from updating you all on our lives you may ask. Well, first, I have been trying to get some subbing in, about 3 days a week, to bring in some extra income. Military is very generous to it's officers, however, they didn't know about us wives who enjoy the finer things that Del Rio doesn't offer, that online shopping does. (oops!) Also, I am making a couple trips these next couple weeks. 1st at the end of this month, I am so excited to be visiting my Godchild in Ohio...I suppose I'm excited about seeing the sister-in-laws too, but baby Elaina is my reason for venturing back up into the great white wonder of Ohio. Then at the end of March, I am going down to Ft. Myers to spend some quality, relaxation time with my parents. It could not have come at a more perfect time because Bryan will be finding out our next location at the beginning of May, and I am already a nervous wreck for this now! Some of you may be concerned of when Bryan gets to have a mini vacation, since I've been hogging all the trips. Well, as it would have it, he had a cross country flight he and his co-pilot had to do last Wednesday to Shreveport, LA. They were supposed to fly there, spend the night, and fly back on Thursday. However, Mother Nature had other plans, and he was snowed in until Sunday night. Yes, Shreveport is defiantly not as appealing as say, Ft. Myers, he WAS out of Del Rio. So it counts. Sorry. =)
      Also, as we have reached our 1 year, Bryan's 2 year mark, here in the Dirty Del, I have learned how to say "see ya later, good luck" to friends instead of "goodbye." It is defiantly not easy, but I am so excited to know that wherever this journey takes us, we are going to be having friends everywhere. For example. This last Friday on drop night (where you find out where your next assignment will be and where you will be moving) people found that they are moving anywhere from AZ, to Jersey, to Germany! I am definitely anticipating ours, but it's filled with anxiety and excitement. I am not one to enjoy having others plan mine (our) future...but I knew what I was marrying into.
     Finally, I participated in my 2nd quarterly CRUD tournament. What is CRUD? Well, it's hard to explain. I would say google it, it probably would do a better job of explaining it then me, but it deals with a pool table, two balls, and two teams. It's lots of fun, even though we lost. We sure looked good...

 These two are from last tournament, but you get an idea of how it's played...

There were 9 teams of about 5-7 ladies

I promise to do better, however, as ya'll know I will be gone. I'll do my best! I miss you all and hope you have a great February...even if it is moving at crazy rate.

                             <3 e.

Homeward Bound

        We survived. After 48 hours and over 3,000 miles in a tiny Nissan Versa, with two adults and two dogs, Bryan and I can successfully confirm that we can get through anything. Granted we knew this all along, but between pilot training in Del Rio, and then a drive cross country in a confined space and lack of sleep, we are still alive, and married. =) We had such a great time up in Ohio. It's true, you never really know what you've been missing until you return. I love the cold weather, I love the snow, I love all the options for food, and I absolutely love the fact that English wasn't the second language. Even though we were up north for over a week, it seemed like it flew by. We were constantly busy driving around, trying to stop by and see as many friends and family members as we could. Luckily Bryan's sisters live so close to each other, and were gracious enough to not only put up with Bryan and me, which as you all know can be a handful, but they put up with the pups as well. We also were able to stop by both my Grandparents in Celina. I hadn't seen them since January, and even lucked out and was able to see my Aunt and Uncle from California who were visiting as well. Later on in the week, our High School in Sylvania had their boys alumni basketball game that Bryan wanted to go to. Although I convinced him not to play, (we are so close to being done with Pilot Training, that I didn't want to chance him getting hurt) it was a lot of fun to be able to see some of our friends and teammates. In Sylvania we were then able to stop by and visit Bryan's family...Grandma Nancy, the Loyer/Ritson family, and the Weickerts. I always forget how much fun we can all have together.

                Our good traveler. Finn gets car sick, but he was fantastic on the trip.

Finn's first experience with snow...he loved it!

         Our main reason for going up to Ohio though, was in hopes to catch the birth of our niece, who also will be our Godchild (the ultimate Christmas gift, we are thrilled!) Unfortunately we were able to catch a glimpse at her stubbornness, as she decided it was not the right time to make her grand entrance...maybe it was too cold outside. But regardless, it was fun to anticipate with Kendra and Matt, and Todd as he came in a couple days before we left. No new baby news yet...but I have a feeling today will be the day. Keep the Giblins in your prayers for a speedy/easy birth of Elaina Nicole.
         Normally, I do OK saying goodbyes, but being around so many loved ones was really difficult for me. As we pulled away from Kendra and Matt's house I started to get teary-eyed. I love being a military family most of the time, but times like this, when you realize what your missing, it's a very hard lifestyle. We were so blessed to spend Christmas and open the New Year with family, and as we unpack the car, do loads of laundry, and take down the Christmas decorations, I can't help but smile in remembrance of memories from 2010, and excitement for what 2011 will bring.
            We hope you all had as great of holidays as we did. Love and miss you all

                           xoxo
                                     e.

       My ugly sweater, courtesy of my mom, at the Holiday social I co-hosted for the Spouse  Club. (Bryan says I look like a 40 year old lady)

                 At the base Christmas Party....probably after a few drinks =)

Kali's Christmas gift to us....clearly knowing the rumor mill on our base states that if you have gnomes in your front lawn, that is the sign for a swinging couple. These little guys will be hidden somewhere clever, and I guess we will see what happens. ha ha thanks Kali